Enough of your i miss you’s or your take care’s I know they’re lies so why not shut up and be honest for once? Tell it to my face that I am not someone you’d waste your time talking to. Or that you’re just lonely missing you girl and you need someone to pass the time with. You are a jerk, and an idiotic asshole. Yes, I am mad at you now and I don’t know if I would stop feeling this anytime soon. I am mad. Because the worst thing you could ever do is lie to me. I realized now that you are an illusion. You are a chilli flavored hershey’s kisses. You conceal your horns. You are evil in an angel’s costume. I know anger will not change anything. I even told you that. I will hold no grudges. This time, revenge will be sweet, you won’t even notice it. I will hold on to this anger you made me feel so that I could continue to be inspired by the pain of loss and deception you sent my way. I will not dwell on crying over losing you, or shall i say pain of realizing we never became a part of each other? When I see you, when that right time comes, don’t worry, I will not hit you with anything. I will not even say anything to you. I will smile probably and I will make sure that will be the last smile you will see from me. Unless of course you come to me and admit, confess, say your whole life story from that April of 2000 when I first came upon your first hello… which of course you probably will never do…